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[Oct. 3rd, 2005|08:32 pm] |
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im so angry at you right now, i dont even care if u do come back. go ahead, leave ur sister and ur mohter for some random slut. and yes, ill call her a slut, i dont care if u or she is reading this. i'm through with caring.
its ok, you can just walk out like alex and lourdes and victor did....remember them?? neither do i. and i dont want to. you can walk out on us and leave us to rot like they did, that's your perogative. after all, you are about to be 20... in theory. i dont know if uve made it there emotionally yet.
im not saying this to be mean, im saying this cuz i love you and ur my brother.
YOURE AN IDIOT.
u have THREE (me, mom and dad) people who would do anything for you, and u throw that back in our faces, and all for some bitch you met on myspace. but wutev. in a few months itll be over and ull realize how wrong u were in deserting ur family for her. but thats life.
maybe ur right, u do need to go out and "experience" the world.... i guess going to miccosukee at 5 in the morning wasnt enough for you. maybe mom bitching at you cuz she didnt know where you were and was literally worried sick was too much for you to handle. i dont know why you did what you did, i read ur letter twice and still couldnt understand.
and for the record-- all that crap you gave us about staying here for college to protect us? yeah that was a bunch of shit. if you really did want to be here for us you wouldnt have left in the first place.
i think you're a coward for leaving the way you did, and not staying here with your family, the people who REALLY love you. it'll take me a while to forgive you, but i know i will eventually, since i still love you. but i doubt you care about that anymore.
so have a nice two weeks.
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|07:25 pm] |
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| |  nyc!!! | ] |
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| | somewhere only we know- keane | ] |
I'M OFF TO NYC!!!!
in january with the inlaws!!!! woohoo goooo mee!!!! ^_^
im super excited :c)
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[Sep. 17th, 2005|10:40 pm] |
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| |  bummed | ] |
all i want is to celebrate my 18th birthday with ALL my best friends.... is that really so hard to ask?
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[Sep. 17th, 2005|09:45 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
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| | helena | ] |
im such a sucky friend... i wish i would have been there more, i wish we could still be as close as we were before.
i wish the three of us were together at ONE school again and we can be US again.
im so sorry i wasnt there all those times you needed me the most. i love you both so much... you're the first people who loved me and accepted me for me, flaws and all. i hope you know i never forgot that, and i never will. you guys have a special corner in my heart, reserved for my girls. ♥
I LOVE YOU!!!
and im so sorry.
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[Sep. 8th, 2005|10:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | jimmy eat world | ] |
first day back on air and WHOOOT!!!!
we did grrr8. except for some minor glitches that no one saw, but wutev.
i heard the G was proud of my skills today.. *kick some dirt off yer shoulder*
we saw the video of the football game performance today, flags did ok-- until like the middle, then it all got shot to hell during the ballad. its all good... i hope they learn their stuff soon though cuz me and danouh are sabres in Medea so yeeaaah.
i hate my final drill spot. its like all the way in BFE and i wanted to make an intense face to the judges after i slam my big beautiful flag on the floor for the last time at States in Tampa. *le sigh*.
i hate amy hernandez FO LYF. and a half. and maybe a little longer after that.
i never thought i'd say this, but im so excited about this season! we basically finished the show today, all we have to do is add work and clean it. and we have 4 weeks to do that. so SCORE. that means "As Darkness Approaches" is more than likely going to be our most successful show to date. and its my senior year.
yeeay!
so football game vs reef on saturday!!!
HOPE Y'ALL READY TO LOSE!! haha. and i really want to hear you scream my name when i come out to the field.
this is a long entry. im tired. i still have to study for my AP Psych test tomroow!! eek!!
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[Sep. 6th, 2005|09:10 pm] |
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| | discontent | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | fix you- coldplay | ] |
so its official....
today was the final court hearing.
my family is officialy a new statistic.
i want us to be a family again, but the other part of me is happy with the way things worked out.
im glad i have gabby.
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[Sep. 5th, 2005|10:32 pm] |
correction on my last entry....
I HATE WHITE TRASH CHONGAS.
much love to my regular chongas. oo<
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[Sep. 4th, 2005|09:40 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  grr | ] |
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| | give me novacaine- green day | ] |
I HATE CHONGAS.
grr.
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[Aug. 28th, 2005|01:51 pm] |
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| | jubilant | ] |
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| | green day- minority | ] |
AAAHHHH GREEN DAY WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!
jimmy eat world opened! woohoo
we got the best seats cuz we snuck next to the stage.... *drool*
check out the pics..
( GivemeNovocaine )
yeeay
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| me and mimi :c) |
[Aug. 19th, 2005|10:11 pm] |
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| |  AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! | ] |
its perfect.
the interview of a lifetime.
the one and only MIMI. talking to ME.
how did i get so lucky???
nothing could have made me happier than to interview this person who i've loved since 3rd grade. wow.
what will i say???????
aaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
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| emm tee veeeeeee!!!!!!!!! |
[Aug. 15th, 2005|09:10 pm] |
im so flipping EXCITED!!!! i wish i knew how to make the words bigger but i dont. IM SO EXCITEDDD!!!
do you know wut it IS to be 17 and interview a-listers!?!?AAAHHHGGGGHHH
i hope they dont sit me next to britney spears. then im gonna get pissed.
.lol. i think its funny how i never go anywhere worthwhile yet now, in one weekend, im going to a green day concert and to the VEE EMM A'S!!!! eeeeee!!!!!!!
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|09:51 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  hopeful | ] |
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| | law and order svu!! | ] |
i have the BEST classes.
period.
except for math. i cant understand my teacher, and that is not good.
but other than that, AWESOME!!
period.
im not used to seeing "SENIOR c/o 2006" posters yet.... it takes a while.
and for the record, Gabriel is at work, like a REAL man.
just cuz everyone was asking. and it was pestering me.
this year is going to kick culo!! ^__^
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| so i dont forget.. |
[Aug. 6th, 2005|10:24 pm] |
just so it doesnt slip my mind once the madness begins...
PLEASE READ IT SO IF I DO IT YOU CAN CATCH ME AND TELL ME HOW VAGA I AM!!!
( Promise ) |
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| for you i'd bleed myself dry... |
[Aug. 6th, 2005|09:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
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| | fix you- coldplay | ] |
finished school shopping today! whee!
in a few weeks ill get more stuff cuz ill have lost 10 POUNDS!! yeeay!! ^__^
*sigh* is it just me or is senior year approaching way too fast..?
i feel like yesterday i was a fat little freshman who was in love with any random ugly guy who happened to walk by!!
good thing people change.... ;c)
gabriel finally decided he IS going to UF after FIU. yay! so here are the room assignments..
Gabby/Miggle
Me/KATE!!!!! (no matter wut joe momma says.. im TAKING U WITH MEE!!)
****NOTE: if anyone wants to come along... it'll lower the cost of rent. :c)
i really hope i get at least one or two classes with my italian stallion- i mean- sister. *wink wink*
i had a dream last night that we had AP Psych together, so yay!! i hope it comes true.
i love the fact that gabby has a car!!!! yeeeayy
....how much does it suck that i havent hung out with my best friends in like a super long time?? i really suck. alot.im sorry.
wutev. thats about all thats on my mind.
see u when im a senior!!! yeeay
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|05:18 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  remodeling sucks | ] |
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| | ready for love- india.arie | ] |
list of things i want for my birfday...
~Dooney Bag... $125
~Coach Scribble Small Tote... $178
~Apple iPod Mini (in pink with my name!!)... $200
...eehh...maybe i should get a better job.
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[Jul. 14th, 2005|09:36 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | thoughts in my head aksjfak | ] |
i hate getting pissed over and over again for the same reasons.
NOW they call me an officer. NOW, after all this time that they just had me do nothing and sit on my fat ass?? *rolls eyes*. make ur fucking DECISION already.
aksdjalksdhg. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2005|05:48 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  *le sigh* | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | green day- holiday | ] |
the things i do for love....
gabby asked if i could PLEEEEASE go on weight watchers with him becuz he doesn't want to do it with his mom.
so i agreed.
when school starts, im gonna be one hot momma!! :c) if i can stick with it that long...*shrug*.
at least it'll give us an excuse to see each other every saturday!!!!! ^-^
"and then, after the meetings, we'll...GO TO OUTBACK!!!!"
did i mention that i love my boyfriend?
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| what took me so long... |
[Jul. 6th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | alanis morisette- head over feet | ] |
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I’m a princess
I’m not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
You’ve already won me over in spite of me
Don’t be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don’t be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn’t help it
It’s all your fault
Your love is think and it swallowed me whole
You’re so much braver than I gave you credit for
That’s not lip service
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You’re the best listener that I’ve ever met
You’re my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I’ve never felt this healthy before
I’ve never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now
the entire song is just PERFECT.
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